The Grass is always greener on the other side

Dear Lucifer,

It's too bad we were never able to truly open up.
What a waste, the attraction between us was amazing, wasn't it?
You've even made out with me after I had a mouth full of stitches.
It could have been something so much more, something real.
Kinda scary isn't it?
What would we tell our friends?
They would be horrified!

Perhaps it was never meant to be.
Next time, if I ever see you,
I'm not sure if I will give you a  big wet kiss,
Or squint at you, 
And kick you in the balls.

The fact of the matter is that you are too bluntly honest,
And tactlessly to the point of making poor judgement calls,
by thinking that I would agree with your sadistc ways.
I felt bad for the girls you were dating.
It's just horrible what you've subjected them through.
And I honestly don't want to be one of your toys.


Perhaps I too, am the same as you.  Doing the same.
Taunting you endlessly with silliness and immaturity.
I can't help myself.
When I'm bored, there's no stopping me.
It's too bad we don't see in each other,
the stability we're looking for in a partner.

The root of the matter is that  "I don't trust you" 
and "You probably don't trust me".
This is why you and I can't stop playing games.
Although, nothing gives me more pleasure than seeing you squirm or giggle.

It is not because you are dishonest, it is just how you roll.
For the years that I've known you,
It always seemed that when you are with a new person,
You were always looking back at the past,
But at the same time, scheduling in the next girl in line.
It's no wonder why you are always screwing up with the girl you were with.
And it is the very reason why I never seem to want to be that girl in your presence.

I can't say I'm perfect either, 
Cause I'm probably just as bad.